Will someone please call a surgeon Who can crack my ribs and repair this broken heart

Well I hung out with you-know-who yesterday (I got the dates mixed up and it turns out he was really coming home yesterday). Nothing bad happened, but it was not at all how I wanted it to be. I really expected him to care about me. I spent the past month crying and just plain feeling like shit over him. And when he comes home the most I get is a hug. He truely does not give a shit about me.

I'm only so pissed because I gave up my heart to him and this is how he repays me? This happens everytime and I'm jsut sick of it. Why can't someone just care about me for once. I don't care if they "love" me or any of that shit, I just want to once, know that someone truely thinks of me in a romantic way.