xrazorbladesx
Will someone please call a surgeon Who can crack my ribs and repair this broken heart
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
I tried so hard. So fucking hard. I had made it through two weeks without flipping out about him. But I didn't make it.
It started when I got in a fight with my mom. I really wanted to cut, she always makes me feel like shit. And as I took out the sciisors I thought of how he always had the power to stop me. Like I'd have the scissors up to my skin, but then I would think about how dissapointed he would be in me. Or the promises I had made with him. And I could control myself.
After that I jsut started crying hysterically. I just started screaming out at him to come back and to forgive me. Of course niether of these things happened, but it made me feel better I guess.
I always get msyelf into fucked up situations. But I just got to think... I've only got 1 week! left of hell.
It started when I got in a fight with my mom. I really wanted to cut, she always makes me feel like shit. And as I took out the sciisors I thought of how he always had the power to stop me. Like I'd have the scissors up to my skin, but then I would think about how dissapointed he would be in me. Or the promises I had made with him. And I could control myself.
After that I jsut started crying hysterically. I just started screaming out at him to come back and to forgive me. Of course niether of these things happened, but it made me feel better I guess.
I always get msyelf into fucked up situations. But I just got to think... I've only got 1 week! left of hell.
Smeared Black Ink
This place is a prison these people aren't your friends
Dont wake me I plan on sleeping in
I feel must interject here
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